Šodien bija plānots te kaut ko ierakstīt. Tagad sapratu, ka tam tāpat nav jēgas, tāpēc īpaši neizplūdīšu garos rakstos.
Vispār jāsāk ar to, ka šis blogs vienmēr ir bijis domāts/rakstīts tikai vienam cilvēkam, tagad, kad šim cilvēkam vairs nav nekādas intereses par šo blogu, sapratu, ka man nav jēgas te kaut ko rakstīt.
Tāpēc šis varētu būt viens no pēdējiem ierakstiem, ja te vēl kaut kas tiks publicēts, tad tie noteikti būs tikai kaut kādi video, bildes vai dzejoļi.
So.. man nepatika pagājušā nedēļa. Viss pēdējā laikā ir tik stulbi. And those stupid backstabbing whores are getting on my nerves. Bet par tādām niecībām nav vērts runāt.
Vispār man nepatika arī šī nedēļa. Viss ir gan stulbi, gan pilnīgi neloģiski. Pēkšņi uzrodas kaut kādi slimi stalkeri, kaut kādas dumjas k*ces (es pat nesaprotu kpc es cenzēju) un lielākā daļa klases man ir nereāli noriebusies. Nemaz nerunāsim par to, ka esmu pazaudējusi savu vienīgo īsto labāko draugu un tagad vairs nav neviena, kam tā īsti uzticēties.
Un vispār... jāsaka, ka man apkārt ir tik daudz tizlu un liekulīgu cilvēku... es jau teicu, ka nerunāšu par tām k*cēm, bet viņas nav vienīgās, kuras man krīt uz nerviem.
Labi, pati jau arī neesmu svētā, bet vismaz saku šo to acīs. Piemēram, kādu katru dienu saucu par geju. Es to vismaz pasaku acīs, nevis stāstu to visai klasei. Vispār es esmu izlēmusi beigt būt jauka, izpalīdzīga utt, jo tas man pilnīgi neko nedod. Un, ja tagad šito lasa viens cilvēks, pasaku tev, ka ne uz kādu palīdzību nākotnē vari vairs necerēt un manu plānotāju tev neredzēt.
Es šeit vēlējos beigt, bet vēl vajag ko pateikt.. un es to, protams, nevaru pateikt
This how I feel, Dīī. Everytime I hear this song I think of you and me.
So this is the end, of you and me
we had a good run, and I'm setting you free
to do as you want, to do as you please
without me..
Remember when, you were my boat
and I was your sea
together we'd float, so delicately
But that was back when we could talk about
anything..
Chorus:
Cuz I don't know, who I am when you're
running circles in my head
And I don't know, just who you are
When you're sleeping in someone else's bed
3 whole words, and 8 letters late
and that would've worked, on me yesterday
We're not the same, I wish that could change..But it can't
And I say your name, and in the same breath
I say something, that I'll grow to regret
So keep your hands on your chest, and sing with me, that we don't wanna believe
Chorus
Cuz I don't know, who I am when you're
running circles in my head
And I don't know, just who you are
When you're sleeping in someone else's bed
we had a good run, and I'm setting you free
to do as you want, to do as you please
without me..
Remember when, you were my boat
and I was your sea
together we'd float, so delicately
But that was back when we could talk about
anything..
Chorus:
Cuz I don't know, who I am when you're
running circles in my head
And I don't know, just who you are
When you're sleeping in someone else's bed
3 whole words, and 8 letters late
and that would've worked, on me yesterday
We're not the same, I wish that could change..But it can't
And I say your name, and in the same breath
I say something, that I'll grow to regret
So keep your hands on your chest, and sing with me, that we don't wanna believe
Chorus
Cuz I don't know, who I am when you're
running circles in my head
And I don't know, just who you are
When you're sleeping in someone else's bed
So it's true what they say, if you love someone you should set them free
Oh it's true what they say, you went and threw it away..
I don't know who you are, and I don't know who you are
and oh cuz I don't know who you are
when you sleep with somebody else
cuz I don't know who I am, when you're sleeping with him
and it's true what they say, went and threw it away..
Bye
xx
